Lately I have had the best days of my life with repercussions, questioning my stance on certain subjects. I will not delve into my deeper thoughts on the subject, but I will say that I feel split. On one side I feel that I want to give in to carnal desire, I want to do things that I've refrained from, I believe that I could be very different from the person I am now. And on the other side, I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, I have felt the spirit, and I know that my desires are carnal, and can be destructive.
Every living person needs gratification in their lives. I thinks that is only achieved through friends and religion (possible hobbies), family included in friends, because if you are not friends with your family they will not gratify you. These past three weeks have been so fun and amazing. I feel like I've known my roommates for years. I,m still wondering when someone is going to pull me out of this easy fun life, reverse my life and give me money and take away friends. I choose friends because I need gratification money will never give me.
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Marni, my love, I love your style, your poise, your speech, your writing, your genuine love for other people, your creative ideas and expressions, and basically YOU. Although I don't know you incredibly personally, thank you for being such a great person in my life.
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